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The Well

by Joel Fagerberg

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1.
The Well 03:10
wind me up i am just a bird your play, plaything make a sound sing a song, i'll sing this song, all day when you were sleeping when you were dreaming i was illusion i was not taking i was not giving i was not waiting think of the well empty place perfect place for me to be, or not with my eyes closing i can see the sun setting now deep in the well in the reversal you are there, sitting in a hotel room i am not speaking i am not moving i am not breathing (in the reversal, you are sitting i am standing) think of the well
2.
Come Home 06:04
watching through the window moonlight in the air birds nocturnal they wait on fragile branches i can hear them calling i can feel the glare (i wait for you to see i wait for you to see sun to see the morning come i wait for you to see i wait for you to see me i am the wind-up bird) come home what awaits the morning will they still be there? i'm not thinking no i'm not even breathing hold my breath 'till nothing nothing's in the air (my mind is in the well my mind is in the hotel are you still watching me? or am i watching you? i cannot speak but i see i see the water swell) come home
3.
Room 208 00:50
4.
i think about it a little doubt it i never wanted to go i never wanted i never ever even wanted i climb inside i try to hide it i never wanted to go i never wanted i never ever even wanted
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i watched the water (filling everything up in the world filling up the whole world filling it up now) floating away i'm floating away i touched the magpie i heard it singing a melody amazement of a memory inside my head i remember the sound it made the singing bird has flown away (try to catch it but it flies away but it flies far away but it flies away from me) i saw it's wings recede in sky will it come back? i wonder why floating away i'm floating away
6.
in the infinite breeze everything that i've lost returns to me but it isn't for me no it isn't for me sleeping, sleeping to see in a dream, there was death possessing me and i knew it was me still it isn't for me when the spring is prepared i can feel all the promise in the air in the darkness i stare with my eyes closed aware is it really so rare to be seeing the thing that isn't there? but it feels like it's there still it feels like it's there in the water i'm waiting like the stillness of a tree everything is again in the shape of a circle, my mind bends it is different from then still it happens again, again again, again, again, again, no end it's a spiraling blend from the well-spring of way, way, way back when so i forgive myself everything-in-itself in the water i'm waiting like the stillness of a tree
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what, am i wrong? or do i not belong? do i not belong here? or maybe it is gone i cannot see the light but i know it's out there for me in a dream i try to make some sense but there's something missing or waiting nothing's wrong there never is a prize you cannot go back there for love when i wake in the morning i'll be thinking of everywhere i'm not time, in the world and also in my head cannot reconcile the difference so i twirl all the little loose ends into something i can believe i believe that when the birds do sing they are singing for you and me for us all but if you don't listen you will never escape the dream you'll never escape the dream when i see all the water i will know that i've made my way back home
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now that i know it's done maybe i'll make my way back home wake up from this dream mind get back to being who i was but i don't think the sun looks the same way it did on loan time to return this time paying off interest all because i was in the well if you don't want to care i won't hold it against you, no everyone has their world everything goes away in mine meet in the middle, there there is a reason, so it goes spring is a perfect pearl shining inside the magpie's (eye) i'm out of the well now in the water, i found my wings

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And I hear magpies kept awake by the moon
The water flows through its
Own fingers without end
- W.S. Merwin

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released April 21, 2023

recorded April 2023

written/recorded/performed by Joel Fagerberg

album art by Joel Fagerberg

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