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Promise

by Joel Fagerberg

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1.
The Child 04:26
speaking to a child asking “what is wrong?” and it takes a while to write a new song ‘cause all the words that they’re saying are ones you don’t wanna hear but every instrument’s playing the notes come that from your ears listen to The Child they’re playing with a friend you recognize the smile right before it ends and then you see it unfolding the space between disappears and in the darkness that’s glowing it all becomes so clear so i will let myself be the way it goes perfection dies in the brightness all alone i'm happy to be alive The Child’s waving goodbye
2.
when the time does come what you’re running from in between the places you hide everything you might come to see in time everything you needed to rhyme whispered in the night the way you feel upon the wheel it’s spins and spins the world is its falling up the sky above is catching me i can’t begin, to describe i fade away you make a way a way to move into the into the space between the lines between the lines i write my name in the sky i'm falling if i could just go where i cannot go everything would be, be alright if i could just leave and return to see everyone would know, what we know when we say goodbye the way it bends it doesn’t end the gravity it pulls me it pulls me deep into the stars i fall apart i fall away, into night and in the day i hear you say the world will go on spinning the world will go on without me but i can see behind the scenes there’s a light i'm falling from (for) you
3.
is it enough to live inside the folded cuff? it builds me up an empty cup the shards of glass will fill me up until it’s done the after image of a transfer on the ceiling don’t come much closer or the thought’ll become feeling the flower burning, burning, burning in the palm of your hand i'm not so sure that this world is yours show me your worst fear and i will make it reappear i'll make it clear shine like a star so far away where we are this beating heart i hold the fate of every future in my memories i'm overflowing with the distance of the many you know between the folds i'm not so sure that this world is yours i'm not so sure but life will unfold
4.
Akasha 03:51
in the morning i'll see you waiting there for me right before i wake up deep inside a dream in the evergreens there is a white tree and it shines for you for me for all of us following the footsteps of the white deer until it brings me to another mo(u)rning of what we lost death is just a small price we have to pay pay to make our way make it up to heaven towards Akasha
5.
is this a sin to want to be the one who wins? the light within where i begin to realize the spin inside the rectangle you hid the truth of it the truth of it, you cannot win comes and it’s going away and it comes and it comes and it’s going away and now it turns to haunt you shades of gold the shape of love the perfect theory imperfectly drawn this is the way the way that nothings turns to say "i am, today, i am the way to to be betrayed by what you thought would always stay would stay the same it doesn’t stay it changes shape" it changes shape it always changes shades of gold the shape of love the perfect theory imperfectly drawn
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7.
spinning the rock cannot stop 'round and 'round it does go there is a lock on the top of the world is there a key you can see? is it me? is the secret forgetting how to be just to see how it swirls? my face is in your eyes look to the stars very far very far from the feeling where you are door ajar from the wind you cannot win shed your skin shed it all it won’t get you very far let it spin my face is in your eyes
8.
inside the secret we see what you would want me to be what you would want me to be is to be what you see but you don’t like what you see it isn’t something unique it isn’t something unique to not like what you see give it up the ghost is gone let it be a hall of mirrors and trees the trees reflect everything inside the tree there’s a silence that changes the leaves they change from you back to me and then to you, now i see i see that there is no key that unlocks anything there’s nothing left say nothing left but the trees give it up the ghost just laughs then it weeps
9.
beg the question am i still living inside of the only place i still love? my own creation this lovely elevator it brings me up and down in the middle of fear and exaltation is being something simple like a riddle that plays with and against it around and back collapsing all distinction between the top and bottom this building made of questions now the answer a counterweight of knowing that Nothing is what asks
10.
i go between the different worlds i touch the corpse i hold the court between my hands the grains of sand the grains of sand that you demand will fall away from night to day i cannot say i will not say what i have seen what this all means is the first thing that we will dream that we will dream that we will dream (this fever dream) what this all means is up to you using the words to find a clue look at the birds they flock to you they wait to see what we will do take a page out of the book it tells a story of the truth when there is more than one of you which one is for or against you? when you can’t see who’s really me then close your eyes and say nothing and wait for me (time) to turn around to turn the sky into the ground don’t make a sound they’ll hear your voice you cannot win without a choice without a choice you cannot win versus the void versus yourself from somewhere else you recognize and then divide annihilate your every cell and from the water comes the well take a page out of the book it tells a story of the truth
11.
Requiem 04:04
clock is ticking in the hallway echoes in and out of the harsh light stretches the hallway like the floor footsteps follow and ricochet up the stairs as time is standing still i'm breaking away like the shore Golden Wind is blowing towards me lifts me up and carries me away stems of the flowers from the grave it’s the feeling that you’re not me that you’ll find a way to make it home truth strikes the hour as music plays dreaming, dreaming of a doorway Heaven’s Door reflecting all that’s lost and now i know this this is it walking, walking into new day as the hands caress the minutes lost but i don’t need them Requiem
12.
just like you i see the Doors of Heaven waiting in The Promise time comes true i know that Nothing is the moment before falling back towards you like a leaf blowing by like a leaf blowing by like a leaf in the sky i'm a leaf say goodbye my colors change you stay the same (i blow away into the now i blow away but you remain) like a leaf blowing by like a leaf blowing by like a leaf in the sky i'm a leaf say goodbye

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"Those who are willing to lose... they're the ones who ultimately gain everything." - Sugar Mountain ("Steel Ball Run")

recorded October 2023 - January 2024

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released January 20, 2024

written/recorded/performed by Joel Fagerberg
(additional vocal performance on "Like a Leaf" by Anastasia Platoff)

album art by Joel Fagerberg

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